Marriage of Pencho Gavira and Macarena Bruner
La piel del tamborPencho Gavira and Macarena Bruner’s marriage is a socially advantageous match that collapses under the pressure of an unwanted pregnancy, a coerced abortion, and a devastating medical outcome. Its decisive significance lies in the contrast between Gavira’s public ambition and the bodily, emotional, and social costs Macarena describes: she loses the possibility of having children, leaves the marital home, and turns the church dispute into a means of making her husband pay. Yet neither spouse can fully explain what happened between them, and Macarena’s own account leaves open whether love has survived the damage.
A Promising Match and a Sudden Reversal
Macarena’s mother, Cruz Bruner, recalls that she had trusted the marriage as a consolation against the prospect of eventually leaving her daughter alone. Cruz and Macarena’s godfather, Octavio Machuca, had agreed that Gavira was an ideal husband: clever, attractive, and with a promising future. He seemed deeply in love with Macarena, and Cruz believes he still is, despite everything that followed. The marriage therefore begins in the eyes of Macarena’s family as an apparently secure union, one whose promise is measured in both affection and social prospects.
That confidence breaks when Macarena leaves her home and returns to her mother. Cruz describes the change as arriving almost overnight, but her account does not explain its cause. Macarena remains impassive while her mother speaks, and Cruz’s reproachful tone makes clear that the separation is not merely a practical change of residence: it is a painful reversal of the future in which she had placed her trust. The gap between the mother’s account and Macarena’s silence delays the revelation of what brought the marriage apart.
Pregnancy, Pressure, and Its Consequences
Macarena eventually explains that she became pregnant and that Gavira was overwhelmed. He insisted that it was too soon and that too many problems had come too early; she says he pressured her as no one had ever pressured her before, urging her to end the pregnancy. The decision takes place within a marriage she still loved: Macarena says she resisted because she was Catholic, but ultimately entered a clinic because she loved her husband. Her account makes the abortion neither a detached medical episode nor a simple expression of choice. It is bound to the pressure she experienced and to her attachment to Gavira.
The procedure led to a severe complication. Macarena suffered a uterine perforation and arterial bleeding, and doctors had to perform an emergency hysterectomy. She tells Lorenzo Quart that she will never be able to become a mother again. The permanence of that outcome gives the marital crisis a bodily consequence that cannot be undone by the couple’s later explanations or regrets. Macarena also says she acted against the opinion of Father Príamo Ferro. Ferro says nothing in response to what happened, but continues to give her communion when she asks for it.
Estrangement and Separation
Macarena describes trying not to think about the abortion or what had happened afterward, living in a strange dream from which she wanted to wake. Three months after returning, she and Gavira made love for the first time since her return. While Gavira showered afterward, she sat on the edge of the bathtub and watched him. When he smiled, she suddenly saw him as a perfect stranger, unrelated to the man she had loved and for whom she had lost the possibility of having children. The scene marks the break not through an argument but through a shift in recognition: physical intimacy fails to restore the marriage and instead makes its emotional distance unmistakable.
Macarena says she felt empty and alone—worse, in her estimation, than she had felt in the clinic. She packed a suitcase and went to her mother’s home. Gavira never understood why she left, she says, and still does not understand. Her departure is thus both a response to the injury she associates with the marriage and a decision whose meaning remains inaccessible to her husband. Separation follows, but no shared account of the marriage’s collapse follows with it.
Love, Retaliation, and Unresolved Regret
Macarena rejects the idea that Gavira can be hurt in the ordinary sense: his egoism and obsessions, she says, are armored. What she can damage is his social standing, his prestige as a financier, and his pride as a man. The church is part of that conflict. She describes Seville as a city that can move quickly from applause to jeers, and identifies its recognition as something Gavira seeks. Her threat to make him pay therefore joins the marital rupture to the church struggle: the institution becomes a means of contesting his public image as well as a contested cause in its own right.
Quart tells Macarena that her friend Gris Marsala believes she still loves Gavira. Macarena laughs bitterly and says that perhaps the problem is that she loves him, or perhaps the opposite; either way, she claims, it would change nothing. The answer refuses to resolve feeling into a clean explanation. Love may persist alongside anger, loss, and retaliation, but it does not restore the marriage or alter what she has suffered.
When Quart and Macarena later confront Gavira, he says that the only thing he regrets in the story is her tears. For a moment his tone softens, but he admits he still does not understand what happened between them, or the events that followed. His regret and incomprehension stand against Macarena’s account of pressure, permanent loss, and estrangement. She refuses to reopen the question of their relationship, saying it is too late to talk about them; she and Quart have come to ask about Father Príamo. The exchange ends not in reconciliation but in an unresolved division: Gavira expresses sorrow without understanding, while Macarena has chosen to move the conversation elsewhere.